It has been long since my last post, but that does not imply that I am busy with school. I do actually had to put on entry last week, but thanks for being myself again, I opted to just sleep on my blog post. This did happen not just on my blog but also on some of my school requirements.
Being like this, I mean being lazy at times, is a normal thing especially for those who go to school. I am not saying that it is right but rather just pointing out my observations (or am I just justifying my actions?). Students would usually get bored when the things that they have been doing seem monotonous. even though not all activities involve school, once things get to be kind of habitual, the attention would find its new focus. I am not sure if this is true for all, but in my case it is. Oh wait… if things aren’t really what one enjoys, those that I have said is true for him/her. But for those who do things as a habit because they truly love it and not just out of obligation and responsibility, then those won’t apply.
There are things which i really love doing (not that I am good at it, I seriously suck…), and those things manage to be slipped in my schedule no matter how busy I am with school (which should be my priority). Mind you, blogging isn’t one of those, but writing is. As I said earlier i suck at this. I don’t mind if what I put on paper does not mean anything, as long as I write something. Every time I get to feel the urge to write, though I am in a middle of something really important (say, reviewing for the next-period-exam), I would stop, get any piece of paper and start to write. Sometimes, i feel guilty when I do this and stop after slightly satisfying my need to jot down the things running through my mind. i also know that if I don’t do it, reviewing (say, it is the case) would be of no use since my focus will be on to something else. I cannot say that it is just a ‘breather’ for me because the reason for doing it is not just to relieve myself of the stress that I am feeling.
If only everything that i put on paper can go directly to my blog, I think this will be updated more than twice a day. i don’t bring my laptop to school everyday and I am more comfortable using a pencil and paper rather typing. Just like this entry, I planned to put this on my blog but wasn’t sure if I will get to really post it online. And since you’ve been reading this it means that I did post it. 
Hehehehe…
~smile always…
